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Making Dreams into Nightmares: Part Two [Wednesday July 8th, 2009 at 8:26am ] [ mood | blah ] Title: Making Dreams into Nightmares Series: IDW Pairing: Sunstreaker/Hot Rod Rating: R to sorta NC-17 Spoilers: Infiltration through Revelation, Maximum Dinobots Warnings: There is lots of smutty content, angst and bitter sweetness. Notes: This was originally to be a one-shot. It turned into three. Also, brackets [[ ]] stand for flashbacks when used. Part three is finished… I just need to clean it up. Disclaimer: I do not own Transformers. And this story line belongs to IDW. For all their angst, I borrowed it to feed my own silly desires. Summary: Sunstreaker can’t have what he wants most and Hot Rod is honest to a fault with terrible luck on his side. And sometimes, that’s all it takes to bring two people together. In an attempt to overlook what is hurting them on the inside, they find they are getting more than they bargained for.   ( Part II: Nightmares ) 4 must believe this... | Do you dare?

Making Dreams int Nightmares: Part One [Tuesday May 19th, 2009 at 3:48pm ] Title: Making Dreams into Nightmares Author: Lune Nightingale Series: IDW Pairing: Sunstreaker/Hot Rod Rating: R to sorta NC-17 Spoilers: Spotlight Hot Rod Warnings: There is lots of smutty content, angst and bitter sweetness. But this is the nicer part. Part two and three will be the real killers. Notes: This was originally to be a one-shot. It turned into three. Also, brackets [[ ]] stand for flashbacks. Disclaimer: I do not own Transformers. And this story line belongs to IDW. For all their angst, I borrowed it to feed my own silly desires. Summary: Sunstreaker can’t have what he wants most and Hot Rod is honest to a fault with terrible luck on his side. And sometimes, that’s all it takes to bring two people together. In an attempt to overlook what is hurting them on the inside, they find they are getting more than they bargained for. ( Part I: Dreams ) 9 must believe this... | Do you dare?

Poetry Round [Wednesday February 18th, 2009 at 4:28pm ] [ mood | tired ] Cobblestone Walking down a road of cobblestone Winding down to be alone Gray clouds hanging low overhead Obscuring the uneven tread This road was paved in happiness and sorrow Stones of today and tomorrow Choices made, words said, no turning back Finding out you’re off track This road, paved by all I’ve done, day by day Knowing I made it this way I have stumbled only to end up falling Only to end up crawling Sometimes waiting, I sit there so still Wanting more than I can feel Here I am, can you see when I cry Do you see when I try? Placing one more stone into place You won’t see my face. - Heidi 2009 - Do you dare?

Transformers: G1 Fanfic [Monday November 17th, 2008 at 6:39pm ] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | Nothing Else Matters - Metallica ] Title: Enough Series: G1 Pairing: Prowl/Sunstreaker Rating: PG-13 for nuances only Warnings: None really except that it’s mech on mech action. XD Notes: This is my “I’m sorry for being gone so long ficlet” that is just a random one-shot from the Light of the Sun continuum. Think of it as a little after. I will write more on it soon, I promise… just gotta make it through thanksgiving. This is waff and fluff… though I was begged for it to be smut. -Laughs- Thanks Okami-chan for beta’ing for me, you’re made of so much win. Disclaimer: I do not own Transformers or the lyrics to the song “Nothing Else Matters”. Those belong to Has/Tak and Metallica respectively.     ( Never opened myself this way, life is ours, we live it our way... ) 14 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Saturday August 9th, 2008 at 5:46pm ] [ mood | depressed ] Emo poetry much? Whatever... just getting it out before I really do go emo. Left of Me I want to wipe away the shine of yesterday Give it the lack luster zeal of today   I want to draw out that hope of before Leave it lie with dust on the floor   I want to forget this juxtaposed feeling Cut it out, staunch the bleeding   I want to revel in the numbing cold See it through the blindfold   I want to strip away reaction to reality Bury it with what’s left of me. 1 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Saturday December 22nd, 2007 at 4:50pm ] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Deja Vu ] Title: Jealousy Series: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle Rating: PG-13 Warnings: Incest, death, and abuse of characters. Also one thematic spoiler if you’ve not read Vol. 17 of the Tsubasa manga. Disclaimer: I don’t own any of the characters, they belong to CLAMP. Please don’t sue~ Dedication: To Ally, Merry Christmas <3 ( Read more... ) Do you dare?

[Friday December 14th, 2007 at 2:37pm ] [ mood | indescribable ] [ music | E Nomine - Das Rad Des Schiksals ] Title: Perfection Series: Tsubasa Resevoir Chronicle Rating: PG-13 Warnings: Incest from all directions. Also, spoilers if you’ve not read volume 17. Notes: This is about Seishiro and Fuuma from before the series. Disclaimer: All characters belong to CLAMP. I do not own them, though I wish I did. XD I'm just a poor college student that just graduated. Please don't sue me. Dedication: This fic was written for Caly. Merry Christmas~ ( Do not read if you have not read Vol. 17 - Spoilers )   Do you dare?

[Thursday October 18th, 2007 at 7:49pm ] [ mood | depressed ] Lament Holding on Those words echo in my mind Time keeps moving ever on Don't let go Keep hoping Even as you walk away Just ripples on the surface Don't leave me Take my hand I can't be where you are now But I see you in my dreams I didn't know I wonder I never told you, did I? I always thought you'd be there I miss you... Emptiness You're beyond my fingertips I can't catch you as you fall I failed you I'm crying Because I couldn't see it Always so blind to it all Forgive me... Do you dare?

[Tuesday September 18th, 2007 at 9:23pm ] [ mood | morose ] This is a poem I wrote last night. It's characterizes the feelings of Sakurazuka Seishirou from X/1999 and some from Tokyo Babylon. I plan to use this in my typography assignment in Graphics Design. If that works out, I'll post it on my dA. Hope it sounds good... Sakura Dreams Rustling serenade, these petals on air Raining hues so pale There are crimson swirls in cool dew Sins that leave a trail What once was a white innocence Darkens from pink to red Whispers of a promise disbelieved Haunting the living dead   Even sweet dreams are a nightmare Darkness incased heart Leaving many spider web fractures Slowly breaking apart Silken petals, why are they so pink Innocent tint of death Deep beneath the surface beauty Secrets on a breath “Even sinners deserve to know love.” Why did she lie? Living means nothing to the dead Love is to die. You really are so very kind I didn’t see I really hope that you know… It couldn’t be. Do you dare?

[Wednesday September 12th, 2007 at 10:02pm ] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Gatekeeper - Within Temptation ] It’s Raining There’s a growing serenity             in the drawing clouds Puffs of moisture laden wisps             crystallized, bringing rain The darkened horizon seems ominous             but there is solace within Rhythmic patterns of raindrops resound             whispers of an age old song The weather sings to all this way             serenading, lilting, furious Listen, hear, there’s always much more             than we are willing to hear The sun will always come out again             but dance until then There is beauty in everything             waiting to be found So dance…               sing…                      it’s raining… 2 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Friday October 13th, 2006 at 11:44pm ] I'm excited! O.o;; Well.. it's one good thing in the mess that is my life. I turned in my poetry submission for my Creative Writing Class. And I made an A on it. O.O; Dr. White never gives me A's... -Sweatdrops.- But hey! I've been told it was good. And because it made me so happy, I'm going to post the submission link AND his grading and review. ^_^ My Poetry Submission ( The grade feedback will be a cut! ) I think I like his suggestions. o.o; 2 must believe this... | Do you dare?

Naruto AMV [Tuesday October 3rd, 2006 at 10:04pm ] Woot! I made an AMV to my beloved Uchiha brothers. It's done to the song Room of Angel from Silent Hill 4. I am embedding it on my profile, but I'm also going to post it here. Please take a look and let me know what you think. ^_^ Title: Nightmare's Lullaby Song: Room of Angel (Silent Hill 4) Rating: PG13 for violent Uchiha clan slaying Pairing: Err... Uchihacest maybe? Ok... just wishful thinking on my part. Notes: Spoilers maybe... Cause I show clips from when Itachi kills the clan and some others. So.. if you've not seen past episode 133 or so, and don't want to be spoiled, don't watch. But this IS my first vid. Be honest and tell me how you like it or hate it. 2 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Wednesday September 6th, 2006 at 10:41pm ] [ mood | worried ] My teacher gave an order to write a poem for class. Creative Writing that is... funny... poems have always been so easy for me to write. My favorite thing even... but it seems that I hit the biggest writer's block I'd had in forever. It didn't help that he doesn't like form or rhyme. I was literally stumped... But then... I realized that there was something I was missing. You see... I have a good friend. One that has always been there for me... so patient, forgiving even the cruelest of selfishness on my part. And I unwittingly fell into the vicious cycle of selfishness again. I wish now... that I'd paid more attention to something other than myself. I always tell people I want to be there for them... and one that did so much to be there for me, I didn't even try to listen to. Now, usually when I write a poem for someone... I won't say who it's for. Because usually they are too emotional. But this time I want him to know... I want it to be known. Aaron, this was written for you... about you. And it's my apology. I don't know if you'll get this... but it's true. I'm sorry. But hey... this time I didn't run away ne? I'm still here. -Smiles- I hope you like it... Sin of Forgetfulness There are things, things that are taken for granted The soft patter of rain, careening earthward with muted hiss The sun painting the sky, vibrant shades on the horizon So often missed, often forgotten as thoughts turn inward   There’s a tyranny, in things long past Needing to let go, running a race of forgetting Sweeping through life, sprinting for an end Then we miss something, something preciously warm   Wanting more, things that just can’t be had Selfishly grasping for, but never quite reaching Yet so patiently, lacking judgment giving faith Why did you stand there, wanting nothing from me?   What did it take, to bring me collapsing down? What were you feeling, as I ran looping circles? Did it hurt you, I was so focused within my world Will you forgive me, as I dizzily regain my footing   Are you still there, or did I miss the sunset Can you still hear, or have I been silent too long Now I stand waiting, the rain hissing in my ears I find myself watching, blinded by the sun’s rays   Here I am, it’s my turn you see So I’ll be patient, until you need me some day. Love you. ^^ - Heidi 4 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Sunday June 4th, 2006 at 11:59am ] Naruto Fanfiction Title: The Difference Between Love and Hate Genre: Angst, somewhat romantic? Rating: PG maybe? Pairing: ItaSasu Notes: This is just a drabble that I was playing with. It's focused mainly on Sasuke's thoughts. It's nothing elaborate, and just something I was putting together for someone special. I haven't really been writing much, so I know it's rusty. That and it's my first attempt at this pairing. Hope it's enjoyable! ( Where does love end and hate begin? ) 3 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Thursday May 18th, 2006 at 5:20pm ] [ mood | bouncy ] This poem came to me as a surprise. It's the first... happy... one that I've written in years. Seriously. This thing is happy. o.o;; I don't know how to handle that. But! It's dedicated to someone, though I won't say. Hopefully he knows who he is. ^_^;; Ecstasy of Falling I'm all tied up in knots Tangled up lost in you A plethora of thoughts ALl leading up to you Before I was flying Independent and free Like Icarus falling The sun was pulling me It was not expected How my heart would see you It's hardly regretted This tumbling toward you And I want this to last You're slowly changing me My heart is beating fast And I can hardly breathe There's nothing I've meant more When I say this to you It's you that I adore I'm so in love with you. -2006- 2 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Saturday April 29th, 2006 at 3:42pm ] [ mood | chipper ] Ok, I went to Shiokazecon yesterday as Itachi. I think I did ok.. o.o;; But you tell me! Itachi-ness! Do you dare?

[Thursday April 27th, 2006 at 2:39pm ] “So We must meet apart – You there – I – here – With just the Door ajar That Oceans are – and Prayer – And that White Sustenance – Despair – ” Emily Dickinson Affectionately Yours Smooth, perfect ivory Caressed with slender tips Silken soft melody Yet no sound from sweet lips Elegant, beautiful Brilliantly full of life Leaving me sorrowful Drifting in sinful strife Tempting me verily Drawing me closer in Falling so carefully Disappearing within Artistically perfect, Will you remember me? You have me – in affect And affectionately. -2006- Do you dare?

[Sunday April 16th, 2006 at 11:41am ] [ mood | content ] Happy Easter everyone. Hope your days go well. ^_^ 2 must believe this... | Do you dare?

[Wednesday April 12th, 2006 at 10:45pm ] Naruto Fanart Title: Untitled as of yet. Rating: PG-13 for yaoi/incest pairing Pairing: ItaSasu (But it's just cutesy, not graphic and could be taken as nothing at all but brothers and such I suppose.) Notes: I am -not- finished with this really. I want to color it badly. I really do. But since I know my lack of ability to keep my promises, I'm going to just post it here anyway as a sketch. ^^;; I will finish it someday! (Hopefully by this weekend! But I'm so slow with computer graphics... *cries*) (Itachi and Sasuke ) Do you dare?

[Friday March 31st, 2006 at 8:23pm ] [ mood | pensive ] Naruto Fanfiction Title: Metaphor of Snow Rating: This chapter is PG Pairing: None for this chapter, but I plan on it being SasuHina most definitely. Granted, I’m toying with the idea of making it a triangle. ^^ Notes/Summary: All right… I’m -not- a Naruto expert. This may be a bit AU in fact. Hopefully no one will mind that too much. It starts with Sasuke having been in Otogakure for two and a half years. From here it strays from the manga and anime. This is only an idea… if it’s received well, I’ll probably continue it… otherwise I’ll probably let it die out. So please… tell me what you think! ( What exactly is 'pure as snow?' ) Do you dare?

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